money, money, money…

must be funny… like, when? letter from bank, loans, repayment, interest rates, loan calculator. way to go back to adulting after a weekend of degeneracy. i am sweating as i count how much MONEY i have to give away. i am quite pissed, upset, riled up and annoyed et al that i have to give away so much cash monthly for at least 2 years. to repay a loan of which money i never really… gah.